Some loves change you forever. Some teach you how to begin.

Naomi has always been the one who holds everything together – her friends, her dad, her world. Then Jett walked into her life with bleached hair and a smile she couldn't ignore, and she discovered that loving someone can be the bravest and most terrifying thing you'll ever do.

Now she's nineteen, starting over at university, and working her way through a list of missions left behind by the boy who broke her heart.

But new friends and new beginnings are making Naomi wonder: is she finally ready to dream again?

A gloriously funny, achingly tender novel about first love, mental health, friendship and the courage it takes to let yourself be happy, from the highly acclaimed author of A Song I Wrote for Charlotte – perfect for fans of John Green and Alice Oseman.